Thursday, March 31, 2011
ETDFK
I feel a sense of thoughtfulness
as I contemplate the end.
Not sadness, really,
not regret.
And surely not depression!
Reflection?
But neither
do I feel a sense of immanence.
The mystery surrounding ETD is that it's that:
estimated, undefined,
unsure.
I'll know the moment that I board the plane
which instance stands corrected
on the shore of time.
The one regret I have is that I haven't
been acquainted with the language
past
the indispensability
of market jargon.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Lion
To JDL. You will always be my twin.
When I was six years old,
I pretended just to be
a lion tamer.
And my twin brother, Jason,
was the lion.
We would go outside to play
in our backyard’s tall grass.
I would walk around,
swirling pathways in the blades.
And Jason would obediently follow,
crawling
on his hands and knees.
We didn’t like
when Grandpa’d mow the grass—
and cut away our secret hiding place.
We played Lion in our room
when that occurred
until
the grass grew long and green
and we could step into our luscious world
again.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Procésses
When you sit to start writing procésses,
you know that your father assesses
everything you will say--
be it March or in May--
But what will he think of the messes?
a silly little limerick written especially for my friend December's
St. Patrick's Day Limerick Contest
Thursday, February 3, 2011
A Reflection
From sitting in the middle of a big pile of picture books.
From scrumptious mud pies and lopsided sandcastles
from my own private beach.
From carpet, windmill, and Johnson grass
and all the little creatures that hide there.
Helping the crepe myrtle trees shower their soft pink flowers
all over the ground.
I am from runaway pigs, playfully stubborn steers,
old blue jeans, dirty boots, and a purple baseball cap.
From John and Stephanie,
From teaching, ranching, and the great outdoors.
From hard work, good manners, and more chores.
I am from Lutherans and Baptists
The Lord's Prayer, books of the Bible, and the twenty-third Psalm.
I am from small-town living with an emphasis on family values.
I am from playing the piano with Grandma at my side
and curling up on Grandpa's lap when he sits in his big brown chair.
I am from a small corn patch and tall golden sunflowers.
From watching a beautiful sunset, listening to the cows graze,
and laughing as my little dog
jumps through the over-grown grass.
I am from those moments....
a leaf of my family tree.
written by my cousin, Amanda Lanier,
in winter 2005 when she was 9 years old
From scrumptious mud pies and lopsided sandcastles
from my own private beach.
From carpet, windmill, and Johnson grass
and all the little creatures that hide there.
Helping the crepe myrtle trees shower their soft pink flowers
all over the ground.
I am from runaway pigs, playfully stubborn steers,
old blue jeans, dirty boots, and a purple baseball cap.
From John and Stephanie,
From teaching, ranching, and the great outdoors.
From hard work, good manners, and more chores.
I am from Lutherans and Baptists
The Lord's Prayer, books of the Bible, and the twenty-third Psalm.
I am from small-town living with an emphasis on family values.
I am from playing the piano with Grandma at my side
and curling up on Grandpa's lap when he sits in his big brown chair.
I am from a small corn patch and tall golden sunflowers.
From watching a beautiful sunset, listening to the cows graze,
and laughing as my little dog
jumps through the over-grown grass.
I am from those moments....
a leaf of my family tree.
written by my cousin, Amanda Lanier,
in winter 2005 when she was 9 years old
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Winter is the Time
Winter is the time
when nature’s fast asleep,
wrapped in a snowy blanket
beautiful and deep.
Winter is a time
for building men with snow,
for running ‘round with snowballs,
and racing down the slopes.
Winter is a time
to savor tasty food,
to gather ‘round the table
and remember all that’s good.
Winter is a time
to celebrate life’s goodness
like friends and relatives
surrounding us with happiness.
Winter is a time
To gather by the fire,
With cocoa in one hand
And arms around each other.
written winter 2010
expressly for Apple Tree Academy's starshaya gruppa,
the Russian kindergarten's eldest group
*performed for parents, December 25, 2010*
when nature’s fast asleep,
wrapped in a snowy blanket
beautiful and deep.
Winter is a time
for building men with snow,
for running ‘round with snowballs,
and racing down the slopes.
Winter is a time
to savor tasty food,
to gather ‘round the table
and remember all that’s good.
Winter is a time
to celebrate life’s goodness
like friends and relatives
surrounding us with happiness.
Winter is a time
To gather by the fire,
With cocoa in one hand
And arms around each other.
written winter 2010
expressly for Apple Tree Academy's starshaya gruppa,
the Russian kindergarten's eldest group
*performed for parents, December 25, 2010*
Saturday, January 8, 2011
This is Korea
At first light
its towering apartments slowly yawn,
donning heavy coats like stoic sentinels prepared
to stand their guard
o’er this land of morning calm.
At this time, as if on cue,
stooped ajumas appear from every corner,
their wrinkled faces like the veils
of folded origami.
The first to come are farmers’ wives,
known by soundless ways which they
unfurl their street-side perches.
Pulling out their hidden bowls,
they carefully arrange their bunched green spinach
and tangled garlic stalks
as off’rings to the day.
On the street,
littered with its coded message,
the expansive reek of rotting produce
seeps into the air.
With it the inimitable scent
of kimchi
permeates the nooks and crannies,
mixing with unwanted refuse
to form a shroud,
unmistakable and faintly noxious,
that blankets sidewalks like a soupy,
aromatic fog.
Further still, in hidden sideway stalls,
pig’s severed heads are lined up neatly.
Vacant eyes stare into nothing,
as though assembled for the morning
meeting.
At the corner of the street,
the man who sells
his miniature egg-and-batter sweets
is huddling
inside his tiny booth
like an imprisoned hermit.
He witnesses stray taxis race,
their drivers packed so tightly in their tiny shells,
impatiently awaiting
time
to rush into their next arrival.
Motorbikes buzz by on sidewalks, turning
on impossibly curved angles,
at once rushing in and out of crowds
and floating through unmoving cars.
Once, a motorbike rode sideways on a shop’s face
and then up onto the vaulted ceiling
of the sky.
Slumb’ring shops begin
to awaken and uncurl their folding iron gates
like retracting fans.
The waffle girl is first,
but focused inwardly:
Quietly she concentrates behind
her thick black hair,
which covers skin of light-brown cream.
Masterfully, she turns her hot irons over,
like a Vegas dealer issuing
his playing cards
at table.
A group of schoolgirls giggles by,
a solid, uniformed pack,
whose faces are absorbed
by thick, black glasses.
Beside them is a modern woman
walking by on tips of high-heeled stilts,
somehow ignoring shrieks from shrunken feet
as she parades about
in delicate stultification.
Old men,
some of which are toothless
and wobbling unsteadily
as if their legs
were attached to shanty-carts,
set out collecting discard relics
of cardboard and forgotten bottles.
They carry massive, caged carts behind them
like collections of their treasures
from in heaven.
At night,
the businessmen come out
from office cages
dressed in mesmerizing, shiny suits.
After a bit of time,
the soju starts
to leak out of their pours and pools
into confused, disordered speech.
They then become some painful way of being,
difficult to look upon.
Wand'ring into spiraled apple orchards,
the silent currents
of lofty temples rise
up out of twisting mountainside
like vast and holy roots.
One monk chants alone,
his cool, metallic voice
buzzing like electric current
which absorbs all sound
with its smooth, harmonic resonance.
At last, the sun has set
on the land of morning calm.
Off in the distance, blazing
neon crosses rise
up like florescent funeral pyres,
burning holes into the sky.
a collaboration between the author and Brandon Russell
images compiled by Brandon, fall 2009-summer 2010
rhythm added by author, winter 2011
its towering apartments slowly yawn,
donning heavy coats like stoic sentinels prepared
to stand their guard
o’er this land of morning calm.
At this time, as if on cue,
stooped ajumas appear from every corner,
their wrinkled faces like the veils
of folded origami.
The first to come are farmers’ wives,
known by soundless ways which they
unfurl their street-side perches.
Pulling out their hidden bowls,
they carefully arrange their bunched green spinach
and tangled garlic stalks
as off’rings to the day.
On the street,
littered with its coded message,
the expansive reek of rotting produce
seeps into the air.
With it the inimitable scent
of kimchi
permeates the nooks and crannies,
mixing with unwanted refuse
to form a shroud,
unmistakable and faintly noxious,
that blankets sidewalks like a soupy,
aromatic fog.
Further still, in hidden sideway stalls,
pig’s severed heads are lined up neatly.
Vacant eyes stare into nothing,
as though assembled for the morning
meeting.
At the corner of the street,
the man who sells
his miniature egg-and-batter sweets
is huddling
inside his tiny booth
like an imprisoned hermit.
He witnesses stray taxis race,
their drivers packed so tightly in their tiny shells,
impatiently awaiting
time
to rush into their next arrival.
Motorbikes buzz by on sidewalks, turning
on impossibly curved angles,
at once rushing in and out of crowds
and floating through unmoving cars.
Once, a motorbike rode sideways on a shop’s face
and then up onto the vaulted ceiling
of the sky.
Slumb’ring shops begin
to awaken and uncurl their folding iron gates
like retracting fans.
The waffle girl is first,
but focused inwardly:
Quietly she concentrates behind
her thick black hair,
which covers skin of light-brown cream.
Masterfully, she turns her hot irons over,
like a Vegas dealer issuing
his playing cards
at table.
A group of schoolgirls giggles by,
a solid, uniformed pack,
whose faces are absorbed
by thick, black glasses.
Beside them is a modern woman
walking by on tips of high-heeled stilts,
somehow ignoring shrieks from shrunken feet
as she parades about
in delicate stultification.
Old men,
some of which are toothless
and wobbling unsteadily
as if their legs
were attached to shanty-carts,
set out collecting discard relics
of cardboard and forgotten bottles.
They carry massive, caged carts behind them
like collections of their treasures
from in heaven.
At night,
the businessmen come out
from office cages
dressed in mesmerizing, shiny suits.
After a bit of time,
the soju starts
to leak out of their pours and pools
into confused, disordered speech.
They then become some painful way of being,
difficult to look upon.
Wand'ring into spiraled apple orchards,
the silent currents
of lofty temples rise
up out of twisting mountainside
like vast and holy roots.
One monk chants alone,
his cool, metallic voice
buzzing like electric current
which absorbs all sound
with its smooth, harmonic resonance.
At last, the sun has set
on the land of morning calm.
Off in the distance, blazing
neon crosses rise
up like florescent funeral pyres,
burning holes into the sky.
a collaboration between the author and Brandon Russell
images compiled by Brandon, fall 2009-summer 2010
rhythm added by author, winter 2011
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Departure
Distance stood between us,
a ready sentinel to guard our thoughts
whose arsenal contained
a quick embrace;
a cautious thank-you
for friendship's steady hand;
and laughter's changeless face,
in print,
immortally cementing what could not come again.
Proximity observed,
proprietress dispensing sadness like
a barkeep pouring drinks.
She lingered at
the terminal,
aware that precious time
would slowly seep away
like
whiskey dripping from a cracking bottle.
Patiently she drew us
to her arms, inducing secrets from our
lips--and propelled us out
the door to stand
in line with those who
stoically awaited
morning.
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